Why do I feel like someone I love died today? Why did all of the hope leave my heart? I haven’t felt this bad since the Towers fell, am I over reacting? How is this going to affect me? One of my daughters is part of the LGBT community; I know that she is in the cross-hairs. My oldest daughter is very liberal and is friends with a huge part of many sub cultures that are going to be affected by this choice. Both are young woman in this new Trump America, and my son is too young to understand the ramifications of what is coming in the future. Are my nightmares of armies fighting in the streets for resources and the inevitable war with China, Russia, and North Korea soon to come true? Being part of the poor how is this going to change my life? I’m so damn scared right now.