Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Why am I doing this anymore?
So I’ve been really thinking about my hobby and gaming in general. I’ve been feeling very strange of late, because I’m not seeing my kids anymore (they are all now moved out and on) I have a lot of free time. One of the things that I have been doing is a lot of painting and model building, but now I’m just feeling really lonely and depressed. I use to play with my Son at least once every two weeks when he came over in the past. I would set up either games of 40K or some RPG game that he liked and I tried to get through it. (Not an RPG fan.) But I had a lot of fun hanging with him and getting things ready for our gaming weekends. Now that the boy is not around, I paint and get together with my local gaming group about once a month. But I’m losing the passion that I use to have when I had a buddy to play with. Don’t get me wrong, I love my miniatures and I love painting and modeling, but lately I’m wondering why am I working so hard for a game I might play once a month. My gaming group is filled with fantastic people, but they are fathers and older gentleman who do other things, so it’s hard to get some games going. I also want to try other types of games but our gaming group is more 40k centric. I’m just pondering… But I not sure what I want to do moving forward….